Sunday, February 05, 2006

he's back.

he's back with me again. i'm so glad. when he sits beside me in the bus, i felt so comfortable. i wish this could last forever. i really hope his passion towards me will not fade away again. i really love the moments with him. he truly makes a difference in my life. i dunno how i'm able to accept everything & went back to him. maybe that's what love can do. i hope my decision made wont be wrong. =)

zhi hong & wan er nearly broke up ytd night. he became a mediator as always. lols. i tried to help abit. but was so PAI SEH. took Ee Pheng as Yi Fan. omg. made things worse. =X so SORRY! aix. guys are lidat. flirtatious. what can we girls do? accept & carry on. cried while consoling. stupid me. always know how to cry. at least i manage to cool her down. lucky.

trust is a really impt element of a relationship. without trust, this relationship wont last long. i know it's difficult to gain the trust again. cos' you wont know if the guy will cheat on you again. it all depends.

alot more barriers to overcome. that's how a happy family is set up. overcoming all the barriers makes a family strong & united. hard work is needed for every good results.

well. i started to think about my future. the career i gonna be doing. i roughly have an idea.

i was watching a show which mentions abt earthquake. i saw how many ppl died from all these disasters. i imagined how many ppl will be left in the future generations. so everyone should treasure the time you have & do what you like. go for it. dun regret. i also saw how ppl gets from really rich to nothing just because of that disaster. they have to start from the beginning. they have nothing left. no money. no family. no nothing. everything's gone. their loved ones died. left alone in the world. what can he do? i really had no idea.

i'm so curious whr will ppl go after death. i really wonder. it just so amazing that i lived in this world. maybe somewhr else, there's another world that no one knows.

okay. back to real life. hahas. my cousin is really cute. how i wish i have such a cutie pie in my future. oops! =X hahas. think too far!